The feeling!

The ache in my chest is having a party, wonder what it´s celebrating? It could be that i´ve finally found my way home... My very own path to my heart, and my true feelings. The kind of feelings that won´t make you happy as the feelings they are, no but due to their pure existence. These feelings makes you happy as you get to know that you despite despair do live. Thus you think you know what I´m talking about, it´s just a simple fact that you don´t. My agony of life is my personal debt to my own past and it´s having a payback time right now...